TGIF

I'm SOOO glad that it's Friday. This week has flown by but yet it has seemed to drag at times. I'm so tired from not going to be until 10 or 11 two or three nights. I would love to go to be earlier but after Adam gets to bed I still have to make dinner and clean up the house. Sounds like a good reason huh? Well I would be in bed by 8:30 if that's all I did. I have been watching TV! I get so addicted to these shows and I really shouldn't. That's why God enabled man to create the DVR. Instead I have to watch them while they record! I really should make better use of this time and not stay up so late.

I've been doing a lot of blog searching yesterday and today and have found some very interesting ones. I wish that I could write the way that they do. My life is boring compared to theres. They actually have something to write about. When did my life get so routine. Get up, go to work, come home, cook, laundry, bed.! (Well and watch Grey's Anatomy & The Biggest Loser too). Nothing exciting ever happens during the week. I need to get out more. Now it is true that most of the other bloggers I have come across have children. That does make a huge difference I suppose. It will be a while before I decide to take the plunge into parenthood!

Last night I almost got online to blog some but decided to be lazy instead. For some reason my brain works better at night... weird. I can lay in bed and think of the most intelligent things to write. When I was in highschool I wanted to be an author. I tried several times but it turned out stupid. I thought my life was so bad once and wrote a story about a tragic teenager who's mother made her do so much and so she ran away and created her own wonderful life. I think I had watched the movie "Wild Hearts Can't Be Broken" too many times .... haha.

On another topic:
I'm still doing good with keeping track of our finances. This week I'm gonna start using cash to pay for my groceries and give my MIL cash for the utilities of our house. That should help me in not having to wait for checks to be cashed and not overspending on groceries. We'll see.

I'm hoping that Adam will be off work tomorrow. He's so tired from working so much overtime this week and I miss him so much. I think that's why I'm feeling blue today. Last night I got in bed at my 10:00 time after Grey's Anatomy & Private Practice. I thought I was actually going to fall asleep when all of a sudden I started feeling weird. I haven't felt this way in a long time. It's like I'm stuck between sleep & awake. Things around me seem huge but then all of sudden they are small and my body feels bigger. It's really hard to explain. I finally woke up and almost started having a panic attack. Luckily Adam woke up and realized something was wrong so it helped having him talk to me. It was a very scary feeling. I ended up going to sleep a little bit later and slept until 6:30 this morning which didn't leave much time to get ready or do the dishes but I got it all done somehow.

Well only a few more hours until the weekend officially starts. I gotta go call people that need to pay their insurance by closing. After work it's off to the bank then to the grocery store. *Yawn* hope I can last that long!